I choose to remain single for nw. No one can stop me. Simply because i have no heart for guys right now. Basically im someone who dont fall in love easily cos i know once im in love, i'll be really devoted. I dont wanna make tt same mistake anymore. Enough of the past. Let my first experience be the last. It has taught me many things n I dont want history to repeat itself. Firstly, i need to love myself more thn i love others. i must say.. maybe it will take years for me to get to know someone. Hate going thru that process again. Anyway i'm fine on my own. Pretty much enjoying my singlehood moment. though i have to admit, i feel lonely at times. but i tell myself that it wont bring me down. After all, I used to be single bfore and now im going thru tt again. ALL it take is time for me to get used to it. I'll stand on my two feet now. Leaving the past behind. In fact, i realised i felt much better. i dont cry like i used to. I no longer haf tt feeling. just tt sometimes memories flashes by.. but it doesnt really affect me that much now. its the past. im learning to accept n let it go. With my family n friends supporting me, Im happy with the way i am. Single but not necessary available.

For now, let time heals everything. seriously, im in no mood to date around. Thats the reason why i dont reply sms-es; Malas nak layan. Yes, I know im such an ignorant. Exams is just around the corner. Im gonna do it well this time.. study, work, study,work.. and make myself bzzzz thats all. People say to move on is to have someone else. it might be true even if we try to deny. For me, let it all come naturally. He will come one day. Fate is always there just tt i dont know who im fated with. So yeah, just let it be..

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